Ok so I just had a meltdown and for the 1st time it is not because of my weight or food or laxatives!
I have officially been out of work for 3 months! I am sick- I actually cried! Why can I not get a job or a company to call me back- I am completely qualified, I love to work and last year made 100K now nothing! UGGG!!!! But I do have a great family and my son loves having me home-But I need to work. I am once again grateful that I have had this time to really work on recovery from my eating disorder- I am 80% there but I can not just eat-exercise and clean every day! I will go crazy- Any body going through the same thing!
I have to stay strong because this kind of thing will stress me out and make me relapse and that is NOT an option!
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