Cancer-Why is it everywhere??

So I went to my nephew's 5th birthday party yesterday and I hate to say it but drink were a must- You see my brother's mother-in-law who we all love has weeks maybe a bit more because of friggin Cancer-Why are so many people dying from cancer, it is just so unfair- My mom died of MS-It was a slow death, she had the disease for 30 years and got worse and worse each year- Cancer though seems to really creep up on people. She was going to retire and travel the country and then Cancer- It makes me so mad- So we had some drinks-- I even made one for her! Kahlua and milk-It was sad, no it was just devestating to think that she will never see Joseph's birthday again or any of her other grandchildren-

I hate to say it but I am so afraid to ever be that sick- I have one child and I just can not imagine leaving him-Or to have him go through a parent being sick like I did-I mean it did on one hand make me a better person and on the other screwed me up a bit. As I conquer this eating disorder it really makes me what to be healthy then ever why make my self sick--I need to live a heathy and full life- Work in progress-

Still no job but hubby is doing good-

Say your prayers and live life to the fullest that is all I can say!