I think I am on my way to actually living without the scale at home--Oh my dear friend "thee scale" I am not sure I even miss you--It has been 8 days!
I did go to the gym and weigh myself-I can accept that! So can my therapist, she has wanted me to get rid of it for 2 years---
I am longing to be a strong woman---
When I completed the 1/2 marathon in September I kept saying I am a strong woman-(out loud)
I think OPRAH is right it is about being fit and healthy- Who gives a shit if you way 125 or 175-right--Honestly I would not be ok with that - You see I am still a numbers girl --The number tells me ok Lori will you be in a good mood and bad mood--but working on it!
Since being laid off 6 weeks ago I am working on me! That is what it is about --me me me
And to all of you scale junkies! It is all about you too-
As I write in the blog I am hoping to open up more about my struggles with eating disorders!
Anorexia-Bullimia- I did not discriminate, how nice of me!
I want to make a diffrence- I wish I could have enough money to be able to reach out to people struggling with disorders full time-Today I feel great!
I am happy that I have been living more since my scare 2 years ago--
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